Biltmore and...more hehe

     Ok so as you can see I went to the biltmore house.I love that place we got there and I slept in front of the house for 10 or so minutes. I have alot of trees in which i love there pictures #7,8,9,11,12 tree is my fav. I have a tree or I want to have a tree for all my closest friends. The arm in the one Picture of the wysteria vine/tree is a new friend from new hampshire that may move down here with his wife Lauren she is the girl in teal in one of the pictures. I love them so muches!!!!!!! I got to spend a whole week away from home with the eberlys and watch chickies hatch and named one T.J for tucker junior cause he kept jumping around everywhere and tried to attack the cat trouble and the cat tried to attack T.J. and I had to kick the cat. And T.J. loved me...I can't wait to move in with the eberlys! <3  the tree in the very last 2 pictures is my big friend tree which belongs to allll my friends. The coffee is from signature bre, rasberry chocolate frappe DELICUOS!!!!!! and the paints are inside the biltmore...yes yes I did take a picture inside the biltmore house.

New and unused

     Well! isn't this wonderful! you see I have been taking pictures of things like food from my favorite city lights cafe and coffee designs at signature brew and wouldn't you know it the owner of signature brew wants me to write and blog about his place at least once a week and take pictures and if i keep that up I will get one free large latte mocha or large black coffee with three ginger chews. Now I will have to do them not only on my blogger which I now have over *goes and looks a views on page* um 3,547 views which was generated very recently like in three months span and less. But he wants me to do it on my tumblr as well which I started to post my old poems from here and my video breakdown and I have like at least a 100 views and 48 likes and follows. And my best friend megan eberly wants me to sponsor her jewelry from her etsy. And I have people come up to me at book stores and one time rock  climbing and telling me about how hilarious or dark or intriguing my blogs are which is great to know.

     Speaking of megan me and her have the EXACT same opinion of the hunger games. Which happens to be we DO NOT like it because of all the hype about it BUT!!!!! Get this because one I have gotten so many views on my blogger and i know the owners of our local movie theater I not only get to but HAVE to go see the hunger games on opening night or earlier that day when the workers see it. I would much rather see it on opening because then I will get to see peoples reactions and interview a few people on the theater stuff like how the workers are and how clean it was and audio and video quality. So yeah I think I'm doing pretty good hahaha I never thought i would get so much activity on my blogger and stuff! I would just like to say thank you to my loyal friends across the big sea because I get at least 100 views a month from you guys which I find hilarious because my "friends" that have a blogger and what not over here could pay less attention to my little pitiful blogger but ya know apparently I'm not the one doing anything wrong you guys are because well I am getting free stuff and getting sponsored so HA!

  Ok, so now its time for some updates on the latest book I read which was Beautiful Chaos the third and final book to the beautiful creatures collection I loved these books so much but with some recent "relationship" issues I have been through well it reminded me so much of the person I love I cried all day when I read it. I do not know how many pages it is but I will be sure to tell you when i return to my house. So I have to give this book 4 and a half stars from a writers view. From a follower and lover of these books and deep fan I would give it a crappy 1 star mixed with a great. Let me explain the ending seemed to end wellll to quick and you don't see it coming it is very upsetting. But it was great writing and you don't see it coming and then BAM! it ends so it was a great book but if you waited two years for these books to come out and it brought you a lot of your only happiness it can be very irritating.

New lyrics? I think so!

      So I have been cleaning out my room and have found some interesting things. For instance a song i wrote a year or so ago!

Love is for fools

Fools often love

Crying about a fallin dove

Romance is for the weak

Weak minded fools

But it doesn't matter now

Cause when we love

We take that love

From our hearts

To the deep gates of Gehenna 

Cause love is for fools

And weak minded tools

It doesn't make you cool

To drop outta school

Sittin in the gutter 

Thinkin about where you've been

See the rain drops fallin

Falling every now and again

Thats what love does

He'll say he's your friend

Right to the end....

Of your heart breaking

punkster wolf

ok well the title is a lie....MUWAHAHAHA you just got trolled!!!!

     Let me say a few things I would like to write about. One what is this new trolled thingy? And things that are making me more of a hipster but I do it in a punk way.

     Ok so there is this new thing or wel, its not new but its inda..well umm derp! Uh anyway trolling someone basically is pranking them but with wits as in you see a ad on the net for free money! You click it and what do you find? Thats right it brings you to a little website for dieting and it has this weird little face and it will say "you just got trolled"...Well im kinda in love with this trolling thing. Tho not a whole lot of people know what it is.

     Ok so I have been seeing things that are new or popular and regardless of how they are or how amazing they may seem im straying away from them just because of that reason, for instence the hunger games....OMG! do not get me started I hate that flipping book and everything with a PASSION!!!! It will be just like the twilight crap. So people are starting to call me a hip[ster yet they ook at the way i dress; mohawk baggy pants or shorts and tight shirt usually dark and think im a punk but get this!!!! When I dislike something like the damned hunger games  i do it like a rebel and and stand up for my beliefs which happen to be if the world loves it so much then why do they need me to love it? HMMM???? My point proven. My mom tho is in love with the books, I schooled her about when I went to cliff notes and looked up the book and still hated it but knew more about it than her, i forget everything after a good nights rest...So she's making me go see it. My view point is if i dont have to pay or a bunch of my friends are going and I ACTUALLY get invited (which never happens) then yeah I'll go why? Because im a social butterfly that needs to have fun even if its something i hate.........any who

     SO! I got the lead in a musical and wouldn't you know it a few days to go and i get sick!!! son of a troll. Anyway its a really cool show even tho my voice my crack or we might have to cut my singing scenes off completely cause my throat is going haywire...one of my friends from musical theater invented this new thing that we call the "THE MAN THUD!". what happened was one day we high five'd and just the way we hit it made a thud instead of a clap. And we were made fun of for the lame clap and we bull crapped our way thru the insults by me saying "we are just so manly we dont clap" John (my friend) said "YEAH!!! its called a man" me "THUD!" so we've been doing it for a few weeks now and its still just as hilarious!.

hmmm. Just read it..or not

     Again I would love to say to mr.blogger....FIX THE DANG TAB THINGY!!!!!!!.....Ok so I woke up started to read a little bit of a book and got a somewhat great idea to write about...

EVIL

Who is to decide that one is such?

     Evil is such a, big word. One that we don't use alot, amatter a fact the only person that I have ever seen say it so much is Mermaid man from spongebob square pants the television show. But where was the word originated from? Who is to decide whether ones' self is really evil or not? 

     Evil. From the research I have done on the words origins it is one: From the bible. And two: from the old english word yfel.

     NOW!!!! To the interesteing part. Who is to decide if one thing, or person is evil or not? I love the writings or Robert Louis Stevenson. He brings out that we have both goodAND evil in us and it is a constant battle between good. And evil. How we are raised has alot to do with if we are profiled as an evil doer or not.....I noticed the keyword in that last sentence was 'PROFILED'. To be profiled we there must be a profiler. And thats the tricky part. ( Tho I am one of Jehovahs witnesses I am taking the veiw point of saaayyy...a person without a religion) You see who is to decide that one person is good enough to tell if another person is evil or not? HMMM? In my opinion there isn't. But it happens anyway. You see psychology is a wonderous but yet cruel deed to the world. It helps us in not only everyday life but I am POSITIVE that the person who orginated and/or wrote books about it has to be or become completely insane!!!!! 

     Now take my veiwpoint from above and expand your minds  young ones.........You see I do love to think tho I do it quietly and rarely voice my opinion on serious matters....Why? BECAUSE IIII am one to get up and do things. Expereince life! To have fun but yet still look at my MORAL standards and see whether or not im good or bad. In my opinion the final out come is no one is completely evil or good. They have both and tho they may be doing bad, they see it as good. But I know there is one true god (Psalms 83:18) and he is my profiler.

awesomeness!

Well! my life is better! i am now down to 60 freinds on facebook! and ya know what!!??? XD I am going to shun every no good drama king and queen or person that hasnt tken much interest in me away! I am tired of haveing to do shit so people will want to talk ya mnow im just tired of it all. Tired of always trying to put others first and do the right thing. Its time i focus on me. and ya know what i have been for the past few days and tho ive been crying alot im happy. I really have callused my mind callused my heart and everything. its just me and jehovah no freinds no family nothing im over alll of that. I figured out that i can be happy for a very long time if i love everything anf dnot care what anyone else thinks amnd just do gods will. So if you have something to say screw you! im doing whats right not only for me but jehovah. GOOD BYE!

Just stoof

     Ok first off I'd like to say that I hate that blogger won't let me use my tab button. >:( Well I just got a new book. Beautiful chaos sounds like something I'd read. Well started reading it and the second and third chapter the dialoge and what the guy and girl are thinking about made me cry it reminded me so much of stuff. Anyway thats all I have.

Evil Echo

I scream for you
And all I hear is an echo
An echo with in my mind and heart

I was fed these emotions
Ones that I feel haven't been true
You say they are but they always say actions speak louder than words

I live today but barely holding on
I do stupid things with no fear
I think of the simplest thing and I think of you and then there is a tear

Seeing today and fearing tomorrow
Living yesterday and dieing today

Fear life
Embrace death

Shun the light
Take hold of the darkness

HEAR THAT ECHO OF THE HEART
FEAR THE LIGHT OF YOU
BREAK THE BONDS

Knock down the walls of intimidation
Scream to the moon

I gave my eyes to the sun
I never said goodbye to anyone

Leaving you in that bed
How that bed was so stained
Stained with scarlet red

You left me for dead
With the worms and maggots
We will see whose eyes rot first

Buried ten feet in
Waiting to see the first to fall
When we fell at the same time

MUST READ!!! Video break down

.........CCAARRRIIIIOONNN!!!!!!.....................
-straightens tie- HMM hmmm
 
     Ok. Now thats done I would like to say a few things before I get into some deep stuff here kiddo's. First WHHYYY??? will blogger not let me tab? It makes it really hard on me to count out five spaces haha. Second the carrion I just screamed was from one of my favorite songs ever that almost make sme cry every time. The name of the song is carrion by Parkway Drive. The begining is HUGE!!! I love hitting those notes! You use your diaphram alot to scream. But I like it. Cause every time I scream carrion I use as much energy as I can and I kinda shake and tense my whole body. I feel so..... at peace when I scream that.

     So. I think im going to put a link to the new Star Wars Old Republic Game. (<- click to watch youtube video) This video made me cry. YES I SAID CRY!!!!!! I am a huge dork and huge geek and I love music. So when you put one of my favorite movies (star wars) and make it into a game and then post the EPIC! gameplay on youtube with one of my favorite songs ( Carrion by Parkway Drive ) well you get me crying in front of a computer screen watching the same video 10 times. (side note: February 10th this year star wars is coming out in 3D :') you can bet big money I'm going to see every one!!!)

     Have you watched it yet? The star wars old republic gameplay? Well if you havent you might as well stop watching cause im about to go deep here haha.....

     Ok. So the gameplay is from what I have seen is amazing. But I'm here to talk about this video and what you see. Ok you from the begining there is some pretty cool battleing between jedi and siths. The first fight scene with the green saber jedi and the main sith is m y second favorite out of them all in the video, there is little things that I didn't catch till I watched it again and again. Like for instance besides the part where the jedi totally jumps over the saber throw at 0:36, but at 0:50 to 0:54 there is a part where the jedi and sith lock sabers and then the jedi just hits him with the staff end of his lightsaber, I LOVED thatt!!! I really like that this game has more..how you say fighting with hand to hand combat like in the first episode star wars with obi-won and darth maul (in my opinion best fight scene out of the movies).

     But, now for my favorite character out of this video and fight scene. Right at 1:10 you see the i suppose commander of the republic commando marine clone troopers? The one without his helmet. And he sees the sith, sees the bullets and what not arent doing anything. SO like the bad ass he really is he just charges him!!!!! I MEAN GOOD LORD!!!!! How awesome is that? Here is a clone! They don't get alot of respect but they give it EVERYTHING!!! RISKS IT ALL!!! Knowing they can be replaced as easy as pie! And that made me ball my eyes out. So he takes the sith head on and about five feet from the sith the sith uses his eletricity to electricute the marine. What does the marine do? Wellllll lets see he FEAKING SCREAMS! AT THE SITH!!!! AND KEEPS...ON...MOVING! Did I mention that on the marines way to the main sith he takes down two siths? YEah he does!!!Then thats when the jedi uses her force blast to blast them all away. You can see the marine in the back dazed by all this then someone gives him a gun and he is right back at it! So then this awesome girl jedi with a double saber staff jumps in and takes out four or five siths in a flash and heads to the main sith. They battle it out and then the sith gains the upper hand by cutting her staff in half and sending both peices flying and he goes to stab her in the heart. And she uses the force with her hands to stop his saber. Then thats when my man comes in. The marine to tackle the sith and they lock up and the sith (much stronger) easily gains the upper hand. **Sith throws a punch marine catches it. Marine throws a punch and sith catches his wrist**but you see they are locked in hand to hands and the marine throws a punch that the sith easily catches...The marines eyes closed you see the hand that the sith is holding open! And the marine is holding a thermal detonator! He presses the button BOOM!!!! marine is dead the sith scarred but not dead. The jedi comes and uses force push to force the sith up against a big rock face about a 100 yards away or so. The sith struggles to get out and he slowly screams moving forward then the jedi uses a HUGE force blast to destroy not only th sith but art least half the rock face...The end...I love the marine he gave it all for nothing. And that makes me cry everytime...

Updates and new stuff...isn't that the same thing?

     Ok, so I made a new friend. First off we have been friends for.....Three days? and we already have at least 1700 messages. Well this is some of the poetry I made her show me that she wrote. She doesnt really like her own stuff and says I'm way better but I say the same thing. She seemd pretty dark...I LIKE IT!!!! hahaha I'm just tired of being the only one that is dark. She also has health problems like with her knees sound familiar? hahaha And she loves adrenaline rushes and pushing her limits. Anyway her is some of her poetry but first time for updates.
     
     First off I kinda just lost someone I love. They didn't die. It's just complicated. And besides being down all the time because of that I've been practicing screamo singing. And I have gotten to use it twice in public. And both times people liked it the second time tho was better. I actually had people clap for me haha.

     I finished a new song on guitar that I named Agatha's Fine Goodbye. I play it everyday and can't get enough of it. I also learned to play "You had me at hello" by a day to remember which I love....Has anyone else besides me noticed that alot of screamo bands have some AWESOME!!!!! acoustic songs?

     Speaking of A Day To Remember...I GET TO GO SEE THEM ANNNNDDD RISE AGAINST!!!!! EEEEPPPPPPPP!!!!!! hahaha I love these bands!!!! Before I forget my friend ashton says "eep" in high pitched voice when you squeeze right above her knee. Ok well I LOOVEEE these bands and all of my friends are jealous well some are some could really care less. But HAY!!! I will get to go with my bro casey! Love that guy. And I will get to do something that I haven't done in awhile..*deep screamo voice* MOSH PITTT!!!!! After what I've went thru this past two months and someone always saying "rest!, DONT DO THAT! you'll get hurt!!" I'm going to go all out on everything....(I miss hearing those words tho : (  ) ANY WHO here is the two poems "It" and "Teen'' By: Raina Woy

It
Ever see something out of the corner or your eye

When you look it is gone

Ever feel like someone is watching but no one was ever there

Do you start hearing things

Guess what, you are stuck in fear

You can't get out IT simply won't let you

You are alone

Mania starts seeping in

You try to block it out

It won't let you

Your walls are weak an brittle

You start to stiffen

Can't breathe?

Here IT comes..

It can smell your fear

Fear calls to it

Now it has you in its grasp

Your poor attempts to gasp for air will do you no good

You give your life's last breath

IT drains you to your death

Trapped in fear..........

Teen
Are you aware

Cab you stand a stubborn teen

Who writes poems as if death is lurking your way

She doesn't like you

Are you alert

A stubborn teen may get you hurt

Many things have happened.. Have you heard

Steer clear, leave her be, she always gets away

Scary things may happen to you today

You can't escape now. You can't hide from me

Your image burns inside my memory

To relieve this agony... She manipulates you mind.

She gives you her pain and strife

Are you aware
Are you alert

This stubborn teen may get you hurt.

I need a name for this song!!!!

I've been listening to the same song for the past hour 
and it just keeps getting sweeter
every.single.time

oh

I light the candles in the wind

Writing songs in your name

I felt the silence sit, sit in my brain

You never show'd up

And thats when I Scram your name

Nothing but the wind to hear my crys

Thats when I sang

ohhh IIIII

Cant forget your name

And even tho you reject me

I step back in again

I need you now more than ever

All I hear is your voice calling my name

Its been two weeks now

I haven't talked to you once

Cause i honor your wishes

I'm over you in my dreams

I've forgotten the smiles, the laughs, and the kisses

And then i sang

ohhh IIIII
Cant forget your name
And even tho you reject me
I step back in again
I need you now more than ever
All I hear is your voice calling my name


And thats when I got your call.......................




still a work in progress

happy at last

Looking for a bloody sky
In the plains of hell

Can anyone feel the pain I feel?

And no please don't Tell!

All these scars just cut deeper

From all the evil I see in my own eyes

But when I am happy I am noy monsterous machine

I don't hear all the childrens cries

I actually see a way out

Im tired of being nothing to myself

This darkness I have come to know so well

How can I let something go when its all I know?

My saviour has gone and left me

Left me for death Sweet death

To take me in my sleep tho I hope i met it head on

like a rushing bull to the matador only to die a slow and painful death

But for now I am happy with this

Happy with my pain

seeing clearly for the first time

I realize that living

is......................

100!!!

                     So first of I would like to point and laugh at my dearfoxy friend devin....-points and laughs-....ok so now that that is over with, I would like to announce that I got a 100 on my literature exam for school. The topic was "How to write a paragraph with correct puncuation and format" SO HA!!! Take that all you who say my blogs are just one big mess! Tho I did misspell meets with mets..I blame that I was doing it aat 7 in the morning!
       
                    Ok well besides that I don't really have any new news except that maybe. I may be going to go see one of my favorite bands Rise Against. And I really want to go beacause it's on my bucket list.

                  

new song lyrics

     Ok so I was inspired this morning..welll not inspired but more of I heard guitar chords in my head and then i had lyrics that I was screaming...Yes these lyrics is screamyish but more of like soft bullet for my valentine or hard three days grace. And before people go on and say I wrote this for someone..I DIDNT! I never write anything for anyone.

And ALL I did

Was want to fall asleep with you

And as we lay here in bed

I can't forget All The THINGS I said

To you

Just wanna hold you in my arms

And thats when I HEARD you say

IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER ANYWAY

Today

As I held you in my arms

You pulled that trigger and blew me away

But IIII still

Love you ALL the same

Evn tho

Im TEN feet in the ground

The love my heart still pounds

And thats all I have to say

For you today

Nothing new but argueing! :D

OK first off I've been real happy the last couple of days and today.....I still am and to start today I would like to argue : ) ....Ok so one of my sisters (not by blood) (or marriage) wrote a blog (click link) about music today not haveing any meaning and it isnt what it used to be. And the music industry. Ok so first off Lauren your too dang picky, I know you already know that but I'm just sayin. And the music industry right now is THRIVING! to be honest most of the bands you like were from an era where the music industry wasnt good 1990's - early 2000's. It hasnt been this good since the 80's. And too be honest I HATE the stupid music today  but its what the people demand apparently so thats what they give them. Plus there is bands today that make music worth listening too. NOW you may not like it cause your not openb too all music but alot of todays music has meaning for instance RISE AGAINST is an amazing screamo/heavymetal/rock band but when most people hear the first few chords they are going make one of two desicions, not listen or listen. Now this band has heavy riffs and big drumming (like most heavy metal) BUT!!! the lyrics to almost EVERY SINGLE SONG!!!! has meaning and once you actually listen to that then you'd understand. Plus music will never be exactly like it use to be cause as long as people change (which they always do, history repeates itself) then so will thge music. And besides your a musician!!! How awesome is that? VERY!!! go make your own stuff, and dont say you suck cause you dont and if you did LEARN to love your own stuff!!! No matter what II or others say screw 'em and keep on playin!

Peace, Love, Keep on Keepin on!
Tucker Wolf Moore

Thank you

I dont have alot to say but i just want to say thank you to tghose who read my posts. I have like 3 followers but I get people from asia and europe and alaska reading it, so I thank you. Ok so, I have one update after all, and yes its disappionting. Well my pay check got cut by 50%..yeah major..So now i have to get another job and I am going to wait till the 17th of this month cauyse it makes it alot easier cause I'll be 16. And I know some may think this isnt bad at all....Weeelllll my second job will cause me to miss some meetings, and the rare times that I have gotten to spend time with my friends in frannklin will be cut down to none, I may get to like once every three months if im lucky. But im working for my grandparents this week and because im haveing to move big moldy stuff everywhere im getting paid some big bucks. so ill be able to spend alot of money in asheville with what seems like the last time with my friends next wednesday at the waltz night at the orange peel. NOW!!! I didnt want to tell anyone this because one people i usually pay for there stuff when im with them will not allow me to do that. and two will look at me different IM STTIIILLLL the same person!!!! LET ME pay for your crap or your trip!!! I save up to do this! I PLAN on buying you satuff WHY???? Cause I like to!!! Why I have to get an extra job is so I can have some food when my parents arent with me which is ALOT. and so i can pay my bills...Anywho besides that im haveing an amazing time! I want everything to go perfect on the 11th when we get to waltz night!!! I got myself a tailcoat. And i want it to be awesome cause it may be the last time for a VERY LONG time that ill get to see my friends. PEACE! LOVE! and i miss you all!!!!

Hero of war

Ok so one of my favorite bands (rise against) who sing an acoustic song named hero of war and I love it and it tells a story. He said "Son, have you seen the world?
Well, what would you say if I said that you could?
Just carry this gun and you'll even get paid."
I said "That sounds pretty good."

Black leather boots
Spit-shined so bright
They cut off my hair but it looked alright
We marched and we sang
We all became friends
As we learned how to fight

A hero of war
Yeah that's what I'll be
And when I come home
They'll be damn proud of me
I'll carry this flag
To the grave if I must
Because it's a flag that I love
And a flag that I trust

I kicked in the door
I yelled my commands
The children, they cried
But I got my man
We took him away
A bag over his face
From his family and his friends

They took off his clothes
They pissed in his hands
I told them to stop
But then I joined in
We beat him with guns
And batons not just once
But again and again

A hero of war
Yeah that's what I'll be
And when I come home
They'll be damn proud of me
I'll carry this flag
To the grave if I must
Because it's a flag that I love
And a flag that I trust

She walked through bullets and haze
I asked her to stop
I begged her to stay
But she pressed on
So I lifted my gun
And I fired away

The shells jumped through the smoke
And into the sand
That the blood now had soaked
She collapsed with a flag in her hand
A flag white as snow

A hero of war
Is that what they see
Just medals and scars
So damn proud of me
And I brought home that flag
Now it gathers dust
But it's a flag that I love
It's the only flag I trust

He said, "Son, have you seen the world?
Well what would you say, if I said that you could?"

Ok so the title of this song you may think its pro-war bit thats the great thing. Its neither pro nor con. Do at the beginning a boy it young man os talking to his dad and his dad asks him if he wants to join to the army. Saying he will get to see the world and he will get to carry a gun AND get paid for it. Son of course says yes. And near the middle of the song he talks about how they were taught to fight and how he made a bunch of freinds. Then in the middle he says that he took a man from his own house while his children we're still there. Then they peed in his hands and took all his clothes. He yells at them to stop. But then he joins in with them and he beats this man with his gun and batons. Then at the end it gets a bit confusing.  A girl walks toward him to stop. He yells at her to stop and she doesn't understand his language most likely and keeps going so he raises his gun and fires. Then he notices that she was carrying a "flag white as snow". Then he says how now he carries that flag. And the chorus he's saying he will be a hero of war. And they will be so damn proud of him. And he will carry this flag to the grave if he must cause its the flag that he trusts.
Now do you see? What war can do to a man? First off he just wants to be a hero and everyone to be proud of him. He goes into war and tho he got his man, everyone began to beat the man and our first person doesn't like it.....then he changes and becomes evil and beats a man with family. Freinds and kids. So then there's an innocent woman with a white flag that he kills tho by accident he did it thru his stupidity and pride and evil. And then we he sees she held a white flag that changes him back and he sings the way chorus again. And this time his flag has changed from his nations to the "flag white as snow"..

Nothing new, but updates

Well today is saturday the uhhh.....24th. Yesterday was a pretty good day even tho I did nothing at all...I think today im gonna go get my hair cut again and maybe go to the city lights cafe or signature brew...The thing is I doubt any of these places are open. Its been two weeks since ive gotten my hair cut and I can barely even tell if its grown. You see im use to long hair. Mainly cause I've never been shown what GOOOODDD short hair looks like till I saw eddie eckels hair. Now some will saw oh we showed you james marsden hair. NUHUH he has long hair and its styled to look short.. Anywho eddie eckel is like one of two of my role models and heros that I really  look up to. The first one is bob alexander. But the reason that eddie is I've heard the things he has went thru as a kid like haveing practically raise is family. And I've had to do that my whole life and I still am. And to see how he is doing with his life NOW!!! gives me so much hope. Hope I've never really had. I just hope that one day i can be like him.....Then again he has an amazing wife as well and shes practically my mom. And tho I am not attracted to rebekah like that AT ALL I'd like to have a wife with the same personality and morals as her one day.Well I think thats all I get to share today hahaha ok well wolf out.

December 27th

December 27th

This was the day my life changed

It was late that night when I got the news

At first I didnt know how to react

My mind was rushing

The tears were gushing

I couldn't cry then tho, which always got me

I couldn't cry no matter how hard I tried

Life was just a haze

From that moment all the way to right before the receiving of friends

I don't remember a thing

And I remember crying all that day thinking I couldn't cry anymore

Then thats when I saw her laying there cold with no movement

And the unthinkable happened...I cried harder

What I realize now is that, that wasnt her

The real her I shall see her again

Has been two years since that day

There has been days where I pull my hair out and ball my eyes out thinking of her

There has been days where I just remain silent stareing off into space

Not a day goes bye that I don't think of her

But my favorite days are days where all I remember is the good times we had

Discussing the Cowboys

Discussing music

How she loved the Zac Brown Band

Tho days like these are few I cherish every. single. second of them and so should you!

R.I.P    Karla Elizabeth Allred

Dopple ganger and more me being punk

Ok so I was just browseing thru deviantart and i found the bottom picture.....Well at least to me they look similar. The girl at the top is a really close friend of mine whom which I love. And do you see the ring the girl is wearing? Well megan has, I think a few rings like that and she loves them too. Anywho its time to get off the subject of these most elegant and beautiful girls ;) .....So my parents are getting old always saying "turn that music down" "PULL YOUR PANTS UP!!!" and stuff like that and with myt fav shorts they do drag, and with the shirt I was wearing (my purple fanta shirt) because it was tight and not very long it would show my underwear every what 10 minutes? But anywho who likes punk music? -raises hand- yeah I dont care.....OK!! I would like to discuss a few things that has been putting me down, because I am not going to take it anymore III have to have some personal enjoyment in life I AM NOOOTTT gonna put up with anyone compareing me to someone ESPECIALLY when people say "oh he can do that better" ok excuse my french but frankly I DONT GIVE A DAMN!!!!  Im Tucker Xavier Moore, im no Shawn White, no Dave Grohl, or who the hell else. I do things to succeed but my PURE reason behind the things i do is to HAVE FUN! not to be the best cause something ive learned is there is ALWAYS someone better out there. always...So if you wanna go and compare me to others then I can leave cause apparently IM not good enough for you. And I really dont care. Cause everytime I start to care I get hurt, but then one person comes along to where I can trust them, i can beleive every word they say even if i know its a lie, I can be myself and I can be happy and I push myself to be happy for them and they accept me for who i am. I have three people in my life like that right now, and i love them to death. Ok and another thing im tired of people always bragging to me about all there fancy material things and the things they get to do with there friendsm again I dont give a damn, I may not have a Big Brand Name guitar or a fancy expensive camera, but AGAIN!!! I do things for the fun, to enjoy it. Men (or women) arent measured by how much of a man they are by how big or expensive their clothes are, BUT by the person wearing the clothes. So next time you go to anyone and start to brag take a look atr yourself in the mirror then think about all the crap the other person has been thru then choose your words carefully. Another thing WHERE THE HELL did everyones respect for me go? My own 6 year old sister wont even give me respect. Ok wells besides all that im pretty fine, im really happy, the only thing im scared about is this week im suppose to go to the fun factory and im really itching to get into a fight. And I dont want to fight, I love to fight but i dont want to be violent anymore. But to be honest i doubt any of my """"friends""" will even come.

Rise up!

Its official.  My parents have become too old. Why? Well let's see. One I turn my music up just a bit and they scream and cuss at me. Now you may say maybe it is too loud. Well explain why when I have my ear buds in and im five feet away they tell me to turn it off cause its too loud. Now me being the punk I am I of course reply with "YOUR TOO OLD!" . And usually they pay no attention.  Two I wear shorts and my green converse and a tightish black tee shirt and have my hair all spikey/messy and my mom and dad will either say you look stolid-mom or you look like a dumbass-dad... Now another viewpoint. Id I went to Asheville with some acquintances and a my best friends emma and Rebekah. And now all but one of these people were girls. And I spilled my drink in the car on my deadmau5 shirt so I went to buy a new one. They picked out a tight v-neck and they loved it and said it shows my muscles. Which I don't really have apparently. And I get home around 11 walk in the house all happy like and the first words out of my moms mouth was "that shirt makes you look fat". Not where did you get that? Or why did you buy a shirt?...bummer. But then this is the same person who has always bought shirts that are twice my size all thru my life until now cause I get money from work. Seriously I have shirts I wore in pictures from 5th grade that.now fit me nice and snug. Oh well. What can I do? Well as much as I would loovveeee to rise up and be rebellious. Its against gods laws. So im just gonna wait till I turn 18 and can get the heck out of this place!

I thought this was worth reposting

AM I INSANE?

"I beacame insane, with long intervals of horrible moments of sanity"-Edgar Allan Poe

Thinking upon thy's past

And looking upon thy's present

And the kind of person for I am today

I have seen that for I have changed in such a many a way

That once upon that old past

I couldn't have even begin to have comprehend these ways i would have changed

which makes thyself HAST!

to think

is these changes

ohhh these changes

been for ones good or worst?

For thyself shall never knoweth

But thy true

Jehovah

He, he shall always, always knoweth

my past

my present

and my future

But I do not knoweth....for now

So

until I knoweth wether or not

It is for good or worst

I shall Set on my way

upon

my path

my path

of hopefully righteousness

that lay in front of ones self

Break

im tired of the world right now so im gonna not post for awhile. good bye

What evs

Ok well no one has updated there blog lately besides me..........I has no life. So anywho on to the updates. I got to go roller skateing with my most excellent freinds megan, kaila, and lauren. My brother came alon which I didnt really mind. Except that everytime he fell if I was with in 5 feet he would blame me for. I've been watching smallville lately. Its this old tv show from a few years ago, about the story of superman but with drama. And lately I've been wearing alot of blue and black so of course I think im this guy.
 Yeah he's one of my favorites. He isnt that big of a character and not a lot of people know him, BUT I DO!!!! But anyway this is dick grayson a.k.a robin gone rogue. SO my life has been pretty good haveing some freindship issues with my favorite sister but other than that its all nice and smooth.

tisk tisk wolf wins again

Ok Lauren im sorry you just can't give me a hilarious embarrassing photo of you.WITHOUT knowing im going to share it with others!!! So anyway this is a picture of my best freind with her beiber hair.Hahahahaha anyway I dont have anything new to update you on really. Im reading The meaning on night by Michael Cox and its good so far, I dont get to read alot so im still on like page 26 which sucks cause I reallllyyy want to read it.

UP...DATES!!!!!

OK...WOW, its been awhile since Ive done one of these I litterally forgot I had a blog. Ok so anyway my lifes doing a whole lot better ^_^ im alot happier than usuall. I got to go waltzing with some of my friends. They werent greeeat at it but who CARES??? I LOVE TO WALTZ!!! So I got to see my bro randy and hang with my other bro Earl A.K.A Fluffy. We went to this place to eat before called Fiores....IT TWAS AMAAZING! I got the tortellini alla panna and it was amazing! I found it hilarious that the bathroom wallpaper was a bunch of books (not real it was printed on the paper) and people had put names of books on them most were actually intelligent not perverted. Ok so we are going to be getting BIGGER group to go contra danceing which is waltz and other sequenced dances. It willbe at the Grey Eagle in asheville at 8 p.m. Please come!!!! And in other news A bunch of my friends are going to see mutemath in march. I love this band and I told meggy that I wasnt going so if she hits me with a book for lieing to her Ill know she reads my posts on here hahaha. And anyway there will be five people are waiting 3 or 4 hours in the fast lane line to get good seats and save 12 seats! O_O and im in that group we are calling it the K-9 unit cause it is WOLF (me), Fennec (Devin Brady (i call him devi..a character out of name of the wind)), Ashton (girl to my right in the black dress, who danced quite excellent and I cant wait to tear up the floor with her on the 12th), Randy (tallest guy in the back in the brown with the awesome smile), and the she-wolf (Lacie hurst...She is not my mate, she maaayyy not be going), and is she-wolf doesnt come fennec's sister will Brenna...My veiw on Brenna: she should learn to use a drill hahaha, shes pretty cool, shes a jacket stealer so watch out (meh i dont care really my temperature runs 3 degrees higher than normal) she has good music taste and gets my taste in girls with hairy faces (hahaha inside story). And anyway I cant wait till march we got our assembly (which i maaaayyy have a very big surprise for some peoples).....anywho thats all for now. oh wait school ok so this homeschooling thing is eaassssyyy by my calculations *monical* ill be done right around my 17th birthdate. anywho i hope everyone has funn and shows up to waltz!

Books, Play, NEW ZEELLDDAA!!

Ok  first off ive read a couple of new books. A romance novel and a few edgar allen poe again. SO ive never really been in to romance novels but i cant find anything else to read, plus my best friend reads them.....Maybe mine sucked because 1 i have no sense of unrealness (but yet i dream and hope of things that will never happen, and im a hopeless romantic) or 2 this isnt a book by a big writer...like Lynn Kurkland. And I havent read the rest of book #3 out of a Knights tale yet. And i gave my best friend who also happens to be my 3 time ex, two of my fav. newer books. One is Beautiful Creatures (which by the way wassss only two book series but the writer just came out with a third one EP! i have it waiting for me at the book store.now to find some money) and the other is the second book to the Night Angel trilogy. I love this series im thinking about reading it again. but the only problem is that the second book is with sheyane..and it took her a month to read the first one (only took me a week to read all three) and not only that im sure megan eckel will want to see the second book after reading my second copy of the first book.(or she will be prissy and reject it like everyother book ive given her...OH wait thats rigghhttt she has only read one book out of like ten i have given her :PPP). Ok well about my play not only do i get to act like a girl in one scene but i get to act french and wear a chefs outfit and act chinese and wear a mandarin outfit. And theres a kiss scene so "swiftly" pointed out to me by the girl i kiss....OK it was no wear near swift it was more like hay looky here we kiss then a wink and raiseing up and down of the eyebrows. ANNDDDD THERES A NEW ZELDA GAME OUT!!!! yeah apparently im a zelda poser because i HAVE A LIFE!!!! and dont get to play all the zelda games (which i have done until november the 20th) and remember every bit of each games story line......I have a life. i work. i have to help take care of two kids that arent even mine (siblings) and not only that i have a personal life thats good assosiation and i dont have to hide all of my such great "fun" from home. Anyway this game got 10 out of 10 in game informer and thats rare and plus it was on jimmy fallon which up'ed it way up on my list. We have the brand new WII plus Mario Red edition and its still in the box. Ive been saving it for a moment like this. But again I have a life and my own bills to pay so i wont be able to go out and buy this game until like five months.ok now for the people who actually read my CRAP! im going to complain a bit now...enjoy ----->



Ok, well the heder/title has nothing to do with this paragraph. Ok well this week is suppose to be yes stressful but fun as heck! Its turning out to be ten times as stressful but not even for the reasons i thought it would be. And to top that apparently its make tucker feel like a peice of shit week. (no i refuse to edit this paragraph cause ive had enough of this world right now). And the people i usually lean on the most to be able to make me happy arent around or apparently have lives unlike me. Just once i wish i had a normal childhood. And ya know it sure would be nice sometimes to get away from some of my old friends and i dont mean the worldly ones. I dont know why but it may just be me (probably is) but they seem to piss me off sometimes i know why sometimes i dont. i just wish ah HA! ill temporarely delete my facebook and lose all contact with them!!! Ive been really depressed lately i wonder y.......WEll lets see this morning i was awakened to being yelled at by my mom about allllll my faults and weaknesses shes like her own little satan. And ya know i wish i could find someone besides adults who understand i mean the only people i REAALLLYYYYYY get along with are the older people like bob and joy or Mrs. E. yeah thats about it. im tired of this life and i want out i thought that maybe comeing back into the truth would help but it sure as hell hasnt. Well im gonna go sit in a dark corner curl up into a ball and read some dark poe.....hahaha i wish i have to go to work...again

Really upset

Ok as the title says im really upset and I can't talk to anyone about it because all the people I talk to are on facebook. And my mom is starting to check everything and tho I have nothing to hide very little things will make her freak out.  And recently as in a last week my mom was reproved from the kingdom hall. Eh.  I saw it coming. And anyway my mom seems to have it out for all my friends that are girls. But anyway back to the matter at hand. Why im scared is my mom came to me and said I have an elders meeting so Anywho I asked what for and she said in an angry tone Idk (a bullshit lie) something about the franklin hall calling over here about you. So not only does my mom think I only go over franklin to get a girl friend but so does everyone else. And it really pisses me off. And so at our meeting last night I asked the two elders im suppose to have this meeting with and they told me that it's just a check up from when I was reproved. So I went up to my mom and said oh mom they said it was justa check up and in front of god and everyone she got up in my face not only angry but with an attitude!  And says oh its alot more than that. So either my mom well never mind that's a given. But apparently either the elders lied or twisted the truth of some sort to me or are telling the truth. And to be honest I haven't done anything wrong! Which hurts me even worse. Sometimes like times like these I just want cut off all connection with my friends because when im not causing problems for them im getting in trouble. I mean who would really care if I did anyway? Im in facebook way too much. Im sorry but do u know what its like to be in the world leading a double life for years then give up on the truth for a whole year and come back. And then you find real friends that I suppose care for? Most likely no u don't and yes im addicted to my friends.

Updates

Ok well ive got a week till auditions for a band....im so freaking nervous ive NEVER been this nervous!!! I've known the drummer for coming up two years now and she has a dry sense of humor and is really short and fun to aggravate :) . And i have some awesome freinds. I started listening to one of my favorite bands cause i hadnt in like years they are the kooks and they are british. SO at work i made a the kooks statoin and all these other bands like the strokes and artic monkey popped up and next thing ya know im in love with all these new bands (new to me) so of course I go and talk to my best freind kaila. She has heard of everything! And loves it all. SO i cant wait to be in some sort of band either it be just me, or me and kaila which id like cause she has an amazing voice and i love angus and julia stone (i dont know if they r married or brother and sister) and me and kaila would play like them, or with lorna lee and her brother and sister and Samual hurst. Either way being in a band is awesome no matter how bad yall suck. Ive been in a bad band and a ok band both were really fun. SO anywho ive been playing guitar now for sayyyyy 7 months maybe? and I have never needed a capo until now! so i posted it up there! cause i still dont have this thing figured out. I needed this capo for the song same mistake by james blunt. OH!!! i almost forgot i finally figured out how to play the solo of crazy train or any song that requires useing ur playing hand to tap the strings. Im so proud of myself. I went to my friends house and got my toenails painted (i was held down by strong manly women!) and then was forced to wear guy linear,,, i actually looked hot with the guy linear hahaha.  And at a party before that i over heard two of my freinds talking about how they like me better than my nemesis GIO!!! BHA BHA BHA!!! hahaha idk y he despises me all i ever want and still want is peace unless he starts a fight then ill mess his world up! And i may get to pretty soon and get away with it! Ya see I am getting invited to play football with his congregation and the only competitoin i really see is little john man would i love to take give a reall good lick (tackle or hit) to him. Footballs rough! haha oh well peace! LOVE AND BE LOVED!!! see ya again soon. maybe

wow!!! (not world of warcraft)

OK so first off. I got 24 page veiws yester day... thats about a little more than a third of what i got last month! And a 14th of what ive gotten totall. But i have 50 posts and about 6.8 veiws per page. Anyway Ive been really happy lately. I think one of the main reasons is Becasue ive been listening to happy music again. Like one of my favs the kooks! And i found an amazing song tho i dont like to sing it i love palyiong it and singing the chorus. ITs do the panic by phantom planet. And 2 I found my best bro finally thats in the truth and isnt like oh everything is wrong. His name is zachary Brown and hes cool man! 3 because i got two amazing people in my life and they always cheer me up ^_^ kaila and megan! I love you too! sooo much. I cant wait to hang out with zacharay again last time we played games all night and at one point i started beat boxing WHICH I NEEEVVVEEERRR DO! and then zach started to rap and even tho it lasted like only 2 minutes it is a highlight of my LIFE!. I finally got over my writers block for guitar playing. I have wrote at least two songs in the past week or two. the first is to kaila keys named I'll knit you a Sweater. It doesnt have lyrics but maybe she will come up with some i wishh someone else would ask me to write them song cause i really dont have any inspiration. And the other one i havent really named its just a blues progression and i love it. i came up with it out of now where. I think the best songs made r the ones that hit u and not the one u try to make. im getting my haircut today so i hope ill look good.

Misconceptual Musical Mondays

Ok first off Id like to respond to my freinds post about audio books. I like them actually as long as I can have the book with me too incase i miss a few words. But I usually cant afford any audio books so therefore i read hardcopys. Ok now back to the topic of this post. Ok one thing i love to do is read a book while listening to my music. Now most people who I tell this to ask me if I ever get anything out of the book That I read. YES! Yes I do. I may not be smart but I know how to do the two things i really love alot at the same time. Now only if i can sing and play guitar at the same time.

1. What do u like to do while listening to music?
                I like to read or play basketball.

2. What was the last song you downloaded or bought?
                         Talk shows on mute ^_^ by Incubus

3.What was the last song u reccomended to a freind or a freind reccomened to you?
                                Talk shows on mute by Incubus!!!!!

On top of the world!!!

Ok well this week has been absolutely amazing!!!!! I have a new best freind and i can tell we will stay that way for a long time!!! Ive never really could decide what to do when i turn 18... Now I do! i want to go and move and split rent with a freind in franklin or otto. then once i feel good move to asheville!!! Ok so wednesday was awesome i got a box full of stuff from my freind kaila. And i have to burn one thing in it but eh its cool. And im going to be giving away my disco ball!!! and then that wednesday i got to roller skate again for the first time in 5 years. i was horrible, and I grew like a foot so that didnt help. And i traded my black hair tie for my best friends brown one. Ok yes i have short hair but heres some reasons why i wear a hair tie on my wrist: 1.Incase someone actually needs one to use. 2.I think it looks cool. 3.I like wearing it. 4.I like having it there incase I get bored and need something to play with haha. 5.idk i just like it so deal!!! Ok well megna got a picture of me with a girly clip in my hair and two itty bitty pony tails. I might try and get it off her computer the 5th when i get to take my best freind over to see my favorite family! And last night was another great day! and NIGHT! AND MORNING!!!! hahaha me and zachary went over to the keys and got to play football but my favorite part was just staying in kailas room with the lights off when it was nice and mellow and then giving megan a massage and playing guitar! Almost had to put kaila on a leash for a minute cause zach kept hitting her with the darts from a dart gun. good thing i still know how to do a triangle choke with my legs.....i didnt get her around the neck just her leg hahah still nworked considering im 100 pounds more than kit kat (my nickname for kaila). And me and zack stayed up till 3 playing video games.I got a 100 singing so what chya want on expert!!!! And then we played monopoly. Cant wait till next wednseday...and that week will be amazing as well... I LOVE ALL U GIRLS AND MY BRO ZACH!!!

There is nothing like it (the series) #1 FEAR

There is nothing like seeing the fear in a opponents eyes. Whether it be in sports or just everyday life or the calm before the storm of  a fight. But better than that is to see the pure black pool of evil in a persons eyes and knowing just knowing you are about to take him down. No knowing you have the ability to take them down. But better than THAT is being able to see the fear in a runts eyes and see the darkness in the bigger alpha dogs eyes and being able to step into make a difference. Then there's nothing better than to be able to walk and have a path made for u just by the fear others have towards u.

Love

For a grown man cry at the sight of his young boy accomplishing his dreams

For a husband to comfort his wife no matter how bad life seems

For a mother to love her young in her darkest hour

For a child to rejoice over creating such a simple block tower

For two loved ones ability to sing a symphony with one look

For all the tears and laughter and heart warming adventures in one book

For two people in love to have that one moment of peace where all the pain and stress goes away and all that love is at bay

For the children who see the laughter in the simplest thing and the child who can be occupied with just a string

For all the beautiful things that were giving us. Whether it be a moment, or a scene, or a giggle, or laughter, or tears of joy, or the smile of one who never smiles, or anything that can come to mind. I thank thee jah for all that I appreciate, my friends, my music, my books, ur wildlife, ur forests, ur sunsets, ur flowers and trees and the infinite other things I thank thee. But one thing I thank u for the most.  For you are the god of it. I will never be able to.give as much as u do. But I want to thank thee for it love. Urs. There's. And mine. LOVE!

Nothing left to say

Ok well im tired of always being depressed and what not so im out playing basketball and golf. Once it warms up again im going to start back skateboarding which I haven't done in three years. I might quit clogging cause of reasons id rather not go into. Im officially 155 pounds. I lost 25 pounds but I still dint have a six pack. Im looking to buy a tremolo bar for my strat and maybe a new pick guard.this Thursday after service ill be playing with a new band. Hopefully ill get the part. And besides all that I get to go to the biltmore house with some friends. And I found a knot im my arm at the top muscle and I don't know how I got it its been two fays and itsstill there.  Mom wants me to go to the doctor but meh who cares anyway. Haha she's was like what if u die because of that? I was like good then it'll put me out mine and everyone elses misery I laughed she didn't.so anyway im off of here cya peace!

ways to lose weight

1. Eating breakfast is a very important step. You actually gain weight when you dont eat breakfast.
2. If your going to pick a specific diet make sure dont cheat yourself and stick to it. Studies have shown that to make something a habit u have to do it for 10 consecutive days and the chain is broke if u dont follow it for three days in a row.
3. Choosing a plan is hard. the things u need to keep into careful consideration is:

• what your weight is now and what you want it to be
• your environment. you may think this is stupid but if your plan includes physical activity then u need to know your surroundings
• Physical activity. is not mandotory. BUT!! If u do have physical activity then you need to know your limits! no pain no gain is wrong it should be no burn no gain if your muscles or bones hurt then stop and go see a doctor..(burning and hurting is two different things burning can sometimes hurt but stop being a pansy and suck it up..no offense)
• Your schedule. your plan will rely alot upon your schedule and you may find the "perfect" diet plan but if iit doesnt fit in with your schedule then it goes horribly wrong.

4. At the start of your program you may not lose weight right off....dont feel down. give it some time to work like maybe a week or two.
5. Dont starve yourself! I've seen too many people get too sick because they never eat.
6. If you have a set time to eat.but your not hungry, DONT EAT!!! Doctors have proven that when you eat when your not hungry is bad for you. you should skip this meal even if its breakfast.
7. Have confidence! No matter how big you may be you need to have the ability to look in the mirror and say."danggg i am one fine peice of work! and if you dont like me the way i am then i dont need u!"
8. If at the end of your program you havent reached your goal weight then you clearly need to move the end date of the program ahead..BUT if you havent made any progress since day one then you need a new program.
9. No matter what your program or plan is, you need to drink plenty of fluids. Preferably water and teas (not sweet or unsweet tea)
10.Last off. dont wear make up it actually makes you gain weight. And no matter what the end result is, you did great beacues you tried and you know now that you have the abilitty to try again!

Nothing new....or is there?

Ok well first off i got my mandolin back from this place called guitar stop..i officially hate it. The owner thinks he knows it all. And i don't care if he DID know it all you still should have some manners and treat others with respect. I know someone who i wouldn't be surprised if e did know it all.. bob alexander and why I think that is cause he is always quiet and respectful and well has soooo much knowledge and wisedom and has alot of patience. And bob is my role model! Ok well i got my mandolin back and of course i get critisised by my family. And i was givin a family heirloom that belonged to my great uncle. Its a dobro slide guitar and has a resinator in it. You see my grandmaw and her brothers were in a band and even recorded in johnny cashs' studio. But anyway when i got it it smelled of mold and had stains all over but i fixed it up and all i need now is to find some heavy guitar strings. Well anyway its been a good and sickening weekend all together. And I've found my wonder twin and my sis is sick but i know shes going to get better cause i told her she would and by god when i say somethings going to happen it will.i just wish i could go visit her and yeah i don't care about germs viruses and diseases...y? Because germs viruses and diseases are scared of me and run like heck. Heck id even kiss her if it meant transfering that sickness to me. But alas i can't so for know we all haw to just put up with our problems.