new song and stoof

so its been 6 days and ive gotten 100 veiws on my blogger thank you guys so much! its not much for alot of people but it is for me ok so first off have you tried bacon flavored sunflower seeds???????? amazing!!!!! i love em tho i found them in a gas station 30 min.s away so ill have to look around town for them. so my hair if i have a beanie on it goes to the middle of my eyes. i love it im going to try and straighten it. btw the reason i said if i have a beanie is because my hair puffs out and it has a big curl inwards once it gets long so it shortens thus why imma try and straighten it tomorrow.but besides tht nothings really neeewwww there is one thing but idk if it will happen and i dont wanna get my hopes up but besides tht im gonna start running alot like every sunday and monday if i can!!!!! but tomorrow is monday and im afraid we shall not be running, hahaha i called my buddy who lives like 3 minutes away today and he cant sing, or scream, or even play guitar but he is in band and knows all the musicy stuff tht i have no clue abt so basically i got an idea to make a song named

Not all faery tales have a happy ending

When hope is all but lost

And everything falls apart

Alight from the darkness will rise anew

tis where a feary tale shall start

(yes i spelled fairy "wrong"...in my opinion thts the way you do spell it cause they are part of the fae world) thats all i have for right now but basically i want to start off with me saying that in a whisper and i either want a slow picking pattern clean to start off from the beginning and then stop as i say the last line then the heavy stuff comes in or i pick before the last line then the heavy starts after a little silence. the reason why im having him help me is because i need help putting together all the little things i have created on guitar and he can help me put it different ways ya know? plus he can compose music and play i think piano so it will help basically hes the brain im the raw talent 

Yep Soooo i didnt go to the total w
ar concert cause well i know more than half the band personally and before they were in the band. Meh but apparently the principles at tje highschool are out tp bust me. Idk what for cause i dont do anything.ugh as soon as i do good. Satan be all like u shall be punished! Hahaha silly satan u no get me. Hehe. Besides tht i drank 120 ounces of monster.......yeah its 348 im reaping the consequences.  Major head ache and wanting to throw up but cant. Anyway will i drink it again? Yes but not tht much! Anywho im not gonna name names but u know who u are. Look i have tumblr and i follow alot of people. And alot of the posts have cuss words. Now if i reblog them i cut what other people cuss out!  Now other people who are beginning to join my tumblr i am warning them of ur tumblr. I show them the posts u post and how u fail to edit them.  And then i show them the email i sent u asking u to refrain from cussing and how u said its a reblog and how i said u can still edit it and how u ignored it. Now i have no.clue what ur situation at home os or what ur life is like im not.judging u. I care for u i really do and as someone who has a hard time from using curse words such as myself its hard for me to see u do this and i truly hope u change it please:( im not perfect and far from but.all i want to do is right amd help others do it. Call me out if im wrong. Anyway idk what to really talk abt now im tired feeling horrible. And want money ugh oh! Yeah so i spent 15 bucks on mew strings they are black strings i really didnt care what color they are i just saw they were the biggest gauge so i got em the 6th string is .50 so yeha big. Why did i get em cause i play in a drop c and lower (drop b and a) tunings. So another thing let me tell u people something im a good person regardless of my actions and yes i listen to metal and screamo it is music! I check the lyrics the band and everything it is NOT!!!!! devil music! OK!!! now screaming is a unique way of usei.g vocal chords not tryin to sound lile satan.  Btw and fyi satan is a fallen angel (<- poisen (80's band) reference ). I grew up (still growing) listeningto to everything i still do. My brother listens to rap and pop. Mom listens to 80's-90's music mainly dad likes country and erika....wellll im gonna do my very best to educate her in all ways of music causr if she is anything like.me and mum it will mean everything.  I would rather her look emo than be a slut! She has attitude but shes beastly. And she digs screamo. Oh and there is a european or some country that has a way of singing called throat singing or something and o think its weird but look it up it is the same chords used as screaming except less harsh. Oh! Another thing hehe. Idk what it is but i do not see the point in takeing pics of urself at concerts. I mean u do know the people u paid to see is on stage???? Im not dissing u but i mean Idk take a pic with the famous person i have with friends.  And of they dont come out then they are either very busy or not worth seeing amd to stuck up to appreciate who pays them!!!! (Miss may i) oh and for those who diss moshing quit! U enjoy the concert ur lame way and i enjoy it my way.  Me and three other random people had to explain what moshing is to someone today. I put it like this. "Moshing was invented from punk. Its a way to take out anger amd build trust. How?  U can push people as hard as u can and when u or someone falls someone is right there to pick u up a complete stranger! Moshing is a perfect example of how there can be structure in chaos!" We arent dumb teenagers ...megan eberly;) matter a fact the last concert i went to i was abt the only teen to get in the pit. Am i crazy?  Yes ive been tested. But i can handle myself Hahaha oh rockstar drinks are abomination to energy! Monster all the way!

dad got me monster again so to celebrate tomorrow i will drink nothing but monster hahahahaha

sooooo i have 4009 pageveiws whoo hoo i suppose dont really care as long as people who read this enjoy it :) so today mom bought me 40 foot of 18 guage wire!!!!! i got to connect the speaker of my broken amp to my speaker oin my working amoo which meeeannnnsss i get to put out twice as much volumes!!!! WHOOO speaking of volumes they are an amazingly talented band

besides the fact im 2 pageveiws away from 4000 veiws im pretty exicted but heres some vids

ok so like have you guys seen my new guitar????? welll iii loovveee ittt!!!!!! it plays so well!!!!!!! and i need to tighten the tuning pegs and maybe some bigger gauged strings...why?? so i can play heavier you see i play in drop C# to drop A tuning and i cant get my guitar will get to drop B right now but its still alittle fuzzy and so i need bigger strings! my friend is going to let me borrow hios huge peavey amp  so you know what that means!!!!! thats riiigghhhtttttt i get to bug my neighbors allllll DAY!!!!!! yes two of my neighbors are elders so what?????? im not screaming just playing lol. also i have two amps right now one is like 12 watt one is 10 the 10 works the 12 doesnt but the speaker does so im going to be doing some rigging with my wires and solder so the pegs on the 12 dont work but the pegs on the 10 watt control both itself and the 12. not that hard but just figureing it out will be tricky but like always i will get it done i wish it didnt rain tommorrow and do....if it doesnt i get to work and make money if it rains i get to go to my paws garage and play and fix up my amps. im gonna post a video of the two songs i can play all the way thru

id just like to say on behalf of myself i have changed no longer leading a double life and am abt to be able to call myself one of jehovah witnesses. no cussing. no drugs. no worldly girls (besides band members that enough is iffy) no fighting.  and i am now seeking psychiatiric help for my self harming (cutting)  habits. and tho most of you scoff its hard for me with all i have to do and have dealt with and yes i may slip up on occasion but did you know the bible says we are all born with a seed of sin????we are all born to sin but i choose to resist sin.

so i bought this devlin inferno guitar for 40 bucks!!!! its worth new 299 and used 144 i got it from some idiot teenager

Parkway drives new cd!!!!

Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg OMG!!!!! PARKWAY DRIVE IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM *FANGIRLS* yes it is true 

      Parkway drive will be releasing their new album "Atlas"  in the US on Oct. 30!

I think every time they release an album they get better like u can hear the difference in change everytime a new album is released and the way the breakdowns are and how their rifts are. if you ask me they have gone a little bit darker in the sneak peak of the album by releaseing dark days the video 

3860 pageveiws yes i have proof

minescraft tnt scientify experimenty

note: I used normal cobblestone for this experiment and not any other form of it Ex.stone, stone block, stone slab

     So i brought it upon myself to find the explosion radius and area of a a single tnt block in minecraft...after 2 hours of studying and gameplay (never thought id say that in one sentence) I have concluded that if! a single TNT block is placed surrounded by complete cobblestone it will destroy 1 block in three directions (creating a cube of destruction) horizontal (back, forth, left, and right), vertical (up, down), diagonal (only way i can explain it is...top left right, top right left, bottom left right, bottom right left). anyway if you do not understand well your stupid.......I would also like to say that i started useing sand and not my correct form of doing it V you see below in pics V and i ended up haveing to use a formula that i remembered to find the side of a triangle. which is a(2)+b(2)=x (the root of x)=c
a and b equal two sides known and c equals the other side x well is just a variable used in the equation

as you can see i made a huge block 12high by 11 wide and 7 wide of cobblestone

i put my tnt in the middle of one face 12 by 11 side

ignited the tnt

it destroyed 1 back 1 to the side and one up and just to make sure I >>>

filled the hole once more back to what it was put the tnt back in its orginal place thennn!!!!

i created a..well its hard to say but anyway i made basically a 3by3by3 cube outside of the tnt and ignited it

and well my results were conclusive 

p.s. I am sure this has already been proven but....im hardheaded and bored and felt like doing something to activate my smart parts (made up) in my brain. so shush.

ok just let me say heres a few things that will get a guy who really cares for a girl to want to end the relationship:

cheating
lies
wants you for your money
She talks to too many guys and not to you
talks to her friends more than you
she has an attitude problem
you dont see her enough
wants you to be more popular
her friends hate you
she says i love you and never want to end but yet!!!!! she says she cant promise it to last forever
is ashamed to be seen with you
isnt romantic


some of these things are fairly simple and some well are complex i am positive there are plenty more. but idk i felt like ranting abt it. anywho tomorrow is suicide awareness day so write love on your wrist or wear yellow or wear both!!!!!

I started skating again!!!!! still got two boards!!!!

this is my cuz sasha with my glasses...we have the same smile

this is my buddy jordan with my glasses goof ball

this is erin (band geek) with my beanie

and thiissss is the two vocalists for a new band!!!!